.Sunday, February 28, 2010 ' 9:34 PM Y
I'M HAPPY (;
Firstly because me and baby are not fighting anymoree.
Next because he replied~!! wooooshhh...
how happy can that be huh?hahahahax..
kayy........
BYE..(;
. ' 3:32 PM Y
HELLO! )";
BYE! (;
.Saturday, February 27, 2010 ' 8:41 PM Y
CONFUSED )';
i'm gonna think through carefully.
So that i'll know which part i've made
mistakes. And now.........................
i'm tired. i'm feeling so useless right now.
.Friday, February 26, 2010 ' 10:21 PM Y
FRUITCAKING IRRITATED!
Next thing.....
baby hadn't reply my msg. have he gone to bed?
i miss him like hill!
btw i'm watching Suster Ngengsot with my dad!
scaryy....................................................
.Thursday, February 25, 2010 ' 8:29 PM Y
I AM FRUITCAKING HAPPY! (;
CT was over yeah! woooshh......
i thought of sharing my happiness with you sayang.
but i guess you're too busy these past few days,
nevermind i understandd.
went through maths just now,i just hope i can pass!
Chemistry was a damn fruitcake! uurghhh.
i'll try my best that's the most important ehk?
hohohohohoohox.
he added me on fb and i'm happy for no reason!
next,
DM told us that CHICKEN CAN CAUSE CANCER! That really made me down! fruitcaking down!
i am a chicken lover and i need to start reducing it! Oh gosh!
This really uuurghhh!!!!!!!
-i lovee...........CHICKEN!!! Oh gosshhh~!
.Monday, February 22, 2010 ' 5:58 PM Y
HELLO SEXY(;
I LOVE YOU SO DAMN MUCH OKAY??<333
. ' 5:52 PM Y
HAPPY 18th ANNI PARENTS!<33
It started with mama hating daddy. But end up marrying because both of them are fated together.
Daddy worked very hard to win mama's heart and with all he had done, he get mama's heart fully.
They went through a lot of hardship in the first few years of marriage. i really meant it!
THERE'S REALLY A LOT OF HARDSHIP! but they overcome it with love. they get married on the 22021992 and on the 04101993 i joined the family. I get so much love from this two AMAZING,GORGEOUS,LOVELY,SWEETEST(&&many more) PARENTS! i mean it!
time went by and all those hardships became the most beautifullest and sweetest memories ever!
Mama : someone who had almost lose her life when she was giving birth to me.she also had too much love to shower me and gave me everything she cann..She is the best mom in the world!,i will always do my best to make her proud.
Daddy : in my whole life had never beat me up and i just realise that. he is the most gorgeous father that someone could have ever had. he's my dad!
Wooooshhhh..............................i love both of you damn,damn much! mmmmuuuuuaaackkkxx!! <333333
.Saturday, February 20, 2010 ' 11:41 PM Y
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAIKHUL MUNIRI BABY <333
Happy birthdayy okay baby? can i follow indonesia time?
its 12 am already right? You're 21 years old now! wooossshh!
thank god i'm the first to wish right?hahax. semoga panjang
umur n murah rezeki and most importantlyy,HOPE WE LAST LONG
DEAREST!i don't want to keep losing you.once is enough!
i hope you will get all the happiness in the world that you had
never get sayang! wooooshhh..sorry to choose this picture coz i like it!
hahahahahahahax..have a nice day baby! i love you so much! mmmmuuuuaaaccckkkxx!
>hope we last long
>hope you can stop your smoking habits asap
>never leave me ass! hohohox
>stop your 'fruitcake' hobby!
>hope you will love me more n more!
olaaaaaaashh.........mmmuuuaaaccckkkxxx..!!!!!!<333333333333333333
Lastly...............
i love you syaikhul muniri sayang..
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.Wednesday, February 17, 2010 ' 12:58 PM Y
WOOOSHH<3
Meeting you was undescribable! it was amazing, superb, great and much more!
wooohoooo. you gave me a very tight hug when i met you on 130210 at 7pm.
hahahahahax. you also told me that your parents liked me and agreed to us. now the problem lies on my parents. uurghh. we chit chat, hold hands, hug, and kiss!
woooooshh! i also gave you the present and you cried! because no one in your life had even wish u a birhtday wish before! oh my! and you kiss me like hell because you're touched with the present. this presents are not that worthy my dear, for me, your presence meant more than anything in this world for me(my english sucks nowadays). and also we took 95 pictures in 3 nights! hahahahax.for me that's not enough. meeting you for 4 days was never gonna be enough. it takes forever for me to feel enough of meeting you sayang. then you also told me a lot of things that made me cry. i realise that you are the one i'm looking for all this years. you're the one whom god gave me. oh my. i'm damn loving youu.
.Wednesday, February 10, 2010 ' 9:01 PM Y
NOT SO HAPPY);
went to tampines mall after school and look for the T-shirt shop and it cost about $24 EACH! crazy uhh?uuurgghh.then i rush for tuition because i thought ernie reached at 6pm sharp(but she was late!)at the inter i saw syazwan!woosh!hariz!woosh! and msg riz.
hahax.okay enough now. bought ice cream and it was superb! Then reach tuition and study and also there's storytelling.hahahahax.
but i don't know why my heart turned out this way? my baby didn't message me. usually if i miss call then he will msg me. but now?
what happen bby??something wrong?uuurggghh..
in class.........
Hadi Sufyan & Marcus Qwek made me laugh like hell!
hahahahahax..it's because of the SS thing lahh..hahahax.thanks
for making me laugh!(;
.Tuesday, February 9, 2010 ' 6:18 PM Y
HAPPY AGAIN!(;
Took bus 81 instead of 28 and saw foulaq alonee.
hmph..then a guy board the bus, i recognise him!
and i smiled widely. he sat beside me and i asked him,
T : kau masok sec 5 ke?
S : Yeap,kau pon?
T : uhuh.
S : ouhh..kau natasha kann?
T : yaaa. hahax.
S : kay lah aku naik atas dulu kay..
T : hahahahax. kayy.
He is one of my primary 6 classmates! he's the one
which i hoped to meet because the rest of my friends are
still in touch with me except him! wooooohooooo!
i miss him so muchh! its great to meet the bagedel i know!
SYAIFUL BAHRI that's him! hahax. i hope the 6Hs can meet
up again. an outing perhaps? hahax..i would be glad to conduct the outing because i miss all of them so damn much!
&&& one more thing Bagedel, u used to tease me in school about my one damn pimple on my cheeks, now can i tease yours? you have more than me oii! hahahahahahax.
the most people i miss from 6H........
> fatin aqilah
> Muhammad Hariz
> Syaiful Bahri
> Muhammad Syazwan
> Muhammad Afham
> Nuramirah
woooooooooooooohooooooooooo!!!!!!!!
.Monday, February 8, 2010 ' 8:17 PM Y
ANGRY & HURT!
someone just don't have a heart! he insult me here and there!
yes, i'm very sensitive right now especially with NOT THE ONES I LOVE! yes you stupid ass! how would u feel if i throw a chair on your head? does it feels painful? ouhh maybe you can't feel anything because you DON'T HAVE A HEART! right? stupsss!!!
uuurghh..and for you NUR! don't ever tell me about my sensitivity, i know i am! so stop it. please lah ehk.
but now i'm okay with Nur.(phew!)that's because he's my bestfriend.hahax.
i miss my baby by the way.uuurgghh!! missing him to much can make me go crazy!
went to TM & T1 and bought my parents photo puzzle for their anni and bought my baby a soft pillow written 'may our love last forever' wooohooo!!
next thing is our ring!! hahahahahaax..yeahh.
next thing.....
i just wanna upload certain pics that i took at the camp and also at certain places. &&&& i love my sec ONEs NPCC cadet!! wooosh!!
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.Sunday, February 7, 2010 ' 9:33 PM Y
I'M DAMN HAPPY!(;
yesterday went to jemputan. i said to my parents,
"kalaulah dapat jumpe sape2 ke..kawan ke?kan best"
then when we reached the jemputan, i saw NASH! hahax
i wonder why my mulut is so masin.hmph.
then just now went a bit of shopping. i bought,
highlighter,bling bling, 'stick-it', a digital
frame, and notebook cool pad and alsoooo, cheese sausage!!
wooohooo. went home, sayang said he wanted to online!
that made me smile all the way.to tell the truth,
now he's clever! wooshhh..i like it!
i even took the picture of our chat! crazyy right me?
nvm lahh once a while he chat what!
.Saturday, February 6, 2010 ' 8:09 PM Y
I KNOW I'M CHILDISH & I KNOW
THAT I NEED TO UNDERSTAND
YOU & I DID.
i called my aunt and she said your number had problems
and blocked so you cannot msg me or call. So u change
your number today because you said you don't have any
money since thursday and i'm sorry. i thought you would've
forgotten about me. i'm sorry again because i always
follow my negative thinking rather than the positive ones.
thanks for not being angry with me sayang. u even have
the time to 'pujuk' me. sorry. i love you okay.
thanks a lot. hahax.i'm sorry againn.
. ' 9:03 AM Y
3 months was a NIGHTMARE!
yes sayang. for me it's a nightmare! you didn't
even on your phone, how can i even imagine
that you would wish ma back about our special day?
pathetic right? maybe you just don't care isn't it?
yes.maybe that's the answer! i need you to message
me so that i know that nothing goes wrong with you
and you're doing alright right there. i'm going
to meet you next week. please explain everything
that had happened to you! i'm not tired waiting
for your to message me until i get to know what had happened!
. ' 8:56 AM Y
I CRIED.
For the 3 whole days,you were gone.
HP was switched off and none of
my relatives can answer me what
had actually happened to you. i was
damn, damn worried! don't you know that
i cried non-stop last night?
where were you sayang!! are u alright?
we were supposed to message on friday to sunday!
but until today your phone is still switched off!
please i beg you. don't keep things from me.
i hate it when you start to hide
your problems and i'm the one
suffering here! pls message me and tell me
what had happened to you!
.Thursday, February 4, 2010 ' 9:53 PM Y
COUNTDOWN TO 12 AM!
ON THE 05022009 IS MY 3 MONTHS
WITH HIM.
-THIS DATE ALSO IS EFFALISYAH'S BIRTHDAY
-THE TWINS : SHIKIN & AISHA
TO ALL THIS PEOPLE, HAPPY BIRTHDAYY!! HOPE ALL UR
WISHES COME TRUEE OKAYY?? LOVE YAA..MUACKXX!!
. ' 9:42 PM Y
Mama and daddy is not back yet! and i'm gettingsleepy and sleepy and tired! uuuurghhhhh!!!
. ' 9:39 PM Y
GIVE ME THE COURAGE TO STAND UP
AGAIN WHEN 'SOMEONE' ELSE LET ME FALL.
THANK YOU SAYANG. YOU ARE THE ONE WHO LEND ME A HAND
WHEN SOMEONE ELSE LET ME FALL. YOU HELP ME GO THROUGH
ALL THIS SHIT TOGETHER WITH YOU. AND I LOVE YOU MORE.
YOU WILL ALWAYS STAY IN MY DEEPEST HEART BABY.
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. ' 6:25 PM Y
you stole my heartand you own it now
please don't ask for
more sayang
all you need to do
is to treasure my love.
my heart is fragile
and i hope you could
take care of it with
your fullest care,
your fullest love,
i just need that.
you can be anyone that
you wanna be but you will
always be mine.
that same goes to me.
i can be the most genius,
rich, or anything in this
world, but i've
surrendered my life and
heart fully to you.
so basically, just
takecare of it lah ehk.
never leave me until
the world ends sayang.
you mean alot to me!
alot, alot, alot and alot!
and i mean it tauu!
you hug me when i cry,
you kiss me when i'm worried,
and you stay by me whenever i need
you. and whenever you're happy
you bring me into your happiness
too dear.when you're sad or
cry,u always hide it from me
and i hate it!
please don't do that
ever again. you know
i love you.
and i love you so,so
so muchhhh!!
takecaree...
-tomorrow is our 3 months sayang.
. ' 6:15 PM Y
uurgghh!! tired ehkk! went for d & t from 3pm to 5 pm. Oh gosh! 2 hours for 2 page. thenn, bought OCK and walk alonee(sigh). on my bustop, i saw AIDIL! hahax..miss him tauu.. when i was on my way to my house, i was eating my chicken with full of concentration then suddenly a lady smiled at me and ask me for the time. i quickly swallow my chicken that i just bite and told her the time and smiled. then i walk away. basically there is no joke lahh..its just that she disturb my concentration a bit. i'm a chicken maniac. so yeahhh.hahax.that's all i thinkk. np tomorrow! woohoo! (((;
-lastly i miss my sweetheart <333. 3months tomorrow ehk!!
.Tuesday, February 2, 2010 ' 8:20 PM Y
Bestfriends are the ones who are always by
your sidee not onlyy
when you are happy, but when you're
in problems and they came to lend you a hand!
i've found my true friends, have you found yours?
my dearest and sweetest bestfriends are,
-NUR AMIRAH BTE......
-NURUL AIN BTE.......
-ERNIE SHAZWANI BTE......
-SITI NUR HAFIZAH BTE...
-SITI NUR AZILAH BTE...
-MUHAMMAD NURIMAN BIN...
they always help me as much as they could and i really appreciate it
and i will repay their kindness one dayy eventhough i don't know how?
my bestfriends don't need money for me to repay their kindness,
because i know they need me to appreciate them, treasure them and
love them and most importantly remember them until the very end of my
life and i will! love yaa..hugss and kisses(this kisses not for Nuriman okk? eventhough you're my bestfriend..hehex..marah bb i nanti tauu..)
. ' 8:11 PM Y
Went to the airport with Nurul Ain & Nuriman to have my site visit for my
D&T lahh of coursee..uurgghh..tirinngg ehhk..then eat my Mega Mcspicyy and it
was super delicious coz i was craving for it! (((;
niceee...thanks guyss..love yaa..i love the pictures..here's some....
hahahahahhahahahahahhaxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.....................
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.Monday, February 1, 2010 ' 3:54 PM Y
working on my chemistry....and oh my! is this difficult i ask myself? truly did i forget how to do it or i don't know? hmphh..on saturday night, it was a nightmare!
my nightwalk was fun at first but slowly, i realise something's not right.
i was on level 3 with ernie and while we are singing i saw some light and shadow moving around in the class. i thought it was just a reflection of some car.
but the second time, ernie n me separated, she sat infront of the councelling door while i'm opposite the classroom. another shadow appeared. i thought it was mine eventhough impossible cause it was dark. then i stand infront of the glass window and i look, i saw my reflection,then i saw the shadow moving from left to right, if the one right infront of me is my reflection, who's the one moving inside the classroom? and the classroom is locked!! i just murmured some of the prayers. when we came back and everything ended, me n ain went to the toilet. she went out first then me, i saw something white sitting on top of the cubical and i can't shout,i just stared at it. then i walk away and ain asked me what i was staring at and i said nothing. at night i didn't slept peacefully. every 30 mins i woke up. when i woke up at 1+ i heard the switch sound went on and off. i ignored. when i woke up again at 2, my eyes stared at the library part. then i went back to sleep. it repeated again every 30 mins. ernie said i mengigauu..hmphh.. hmphh..i'm really,really damn scared that night....
. ' 1:20 PM Y
Back from camp and i was totally exhausted until now. School is starting to bother me again with the tons of homeworks and revision. i was really, really tired until i have a fever. i took my panadols and went back to sleep.But before i sleep, my heart wanted to look at my class blog and i'm very disappointed with it. i have two parts,.........
part 1 : oh my, what have i done in school? this is the worst part i know.
part 2 : should i bother about this? better just go to sleep!
But my part 1 always make my part 2 disappear.
part 2 : later i can revise againn..now i want to sleep,lazy want to do work!!uurgh..
part 1 : no. no..i shouldn't sleep now. i have tons of works to do, when am i gonna finish it if i always follow what my part 2 says? and when will i get to JC if i always follow my lazy part..?
and yes, i finally follow my hardworking part..and i will continue to do so.
To Mr Zaki & Mr Danial : i'm sorry that i've disappoint you. but i will promise you that this is the last! I will work extremely hard to make you & my parents proud..i'm really, really sorry...now,i think it's not too late to change right? and i will! thank yoouuu for guiding me..and i will really need my teacher's help..pls help me!
Natasha Andiny Dewi Putri
