It's hurting me. Really hurt. My stomach cramps is killing me.
Every month, it's gonna be the same. Haiyosh!
Can't i just kill the pain? Haiyosh! I'm tired of having cramps.
And friend, i'm stressed! I wanna talk to you about something
important in your life since last week. But you always skip your
lessons. Don't you know that it is really important? Huh?
Where's your brain? Haiyosh! Don't ever think about yourselves!
I'm tired. I'm tired of nagging. At home nag, at school also nag.
Haiyosh! To tell you the truth, if i'm sick, i tends to be more naggy.
I don't know why. Hahahaxx!! Thanks friends for listening to my
naggings. Eventhough i know that you are irritated with it. Bare with it
for a while okaex? And for my other dearest friend here,
Hafizah, i'm just joking okaex. I understand your temper very well okaex?
Haiyosh! I don't know what to say. Just let out your anger to me, i don't
mind at all. Haiyosh! I want to let out this burdened in my heart! Please
let me! I'm tired.Want to let out as soon as possible! Wth!
And lastly for my dearest,dearest parents, i love you too okaex!
Muackxx! Muackxx!

Labels: ♥I want to talk to you right now.Haiyosh♥

I'm happy on 150209. It is when,me an other NP friends and seniors when
to have fun. And i really do. Eventhough i didn't get to even touch the seawater.
As my parents forbids it and apply the 3 rules which i think ridiculous that is
: do not play with seawater
: do not bath in the seawater
: do not swim in the seawater
Hahahaxx. But i understand their reason for making this 3 silly rules.
Because they love me. And they don't want anything to happen to their only
daughter. And i follow their rules truly. I didn't even let my feet touched the seawater.
But i feel bored too,lying down on the sand alone. And waiting for the others to finish
swimming. How fun! I envy them,but on the other side,i don't want to disappoint
my lovely parents. Huh! And after that we went to Vivo and also to MUSTAFA CENTRE.
I love it! Thanks everyone!

Labels: ♥Valentines celebration♥

I tried to not love someone too deeply at first,because i know it will fade
easily. 'He' who was the one i addmired for 6 years,had faded in my heart.
I'm sorry friends,there's really no reasons to this. Because i really don't know
why? I just don't want to speak about him anymore that is more than friends.
If just a friends,then no problems. I want to continue my life,with my families,studies
and CCA in my heart. Sorry.

Labels: ♥Sorry♥

What i dreamt last week came true. We were shocked to hear this news.
She left us all in peace. I received a message from my grandma last night
and she told me that my mama's aunt left us all. She left us on 210209 at 8 pm.
My mama cried the most as she was the closest to her. Me and my daddy can't
shed a tear. And i don't know why. We all love her too. And our hearts are open
wide to let her go. But the feelings of sadness will always remains in our hearts.
I just want to say something to my mama,in this ANNIVERSARY of you and daddy,
I want to say that, "Please don't cry mama. It hurts us deeply when we see you cry.
Especially for the hearts of me and daddy.Not only you're the one who loves her,but
we all too. You are not letting her go peacefully if you keep crying. Everyone must move on.
You can't move on like this. And mama,me and daddy love you very much!"
I hope she will be happier in that 'other' world with her dearest husband.

Labels: ♥'Move On'♥

I'm unhappy. I don't know why,i keep thinking of this dream.
I just hope it will not come true so soon. I really hope.
I'm not ready to hear any news about something that makes me
shed my tears. I'm not ready for it. And brother,why aren't you replying
any of my messages? Just once last night,you think that is enough to
cure the pain of missing you? Haiyosh! Please spare a thought for me.
You always said 'i miss you too bby' but no evidence of it.
Whatever it is,i just wanna say that i'm missing you so much.
That no one can cover this up for me but only your voice or smile.
And the other person that i'm missing,is that 'someone' that i don't
even know whether he is special in my heart or not.
But it really hurts if i didn't get to see him,message him or even call him.
I just want to relax my feeling and enjoy on my outing tomorrow!

Labels: ♥unhappy♥

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