Labels: ♥Whatever♥

To my dearest brother.
I'm sorry i'm being harsh to you. I'm sorry i'm being impolite to you.
I'm sorry i scolded you. I don't know why i became like this.
But don't misunderstand okaex? You will always be my only brother.
And only you who can understand my life. And the tension that always
came to my mind. Thank you for all the advice my dear brother.
I miss you so much okaex?

P/S: ily♥

Labels: ♥Miss you♥

I'm sorry on 180309.
We went for our HRC(High Rope Course) on Wednesday, 180309.
I had so much fun with the Leaders. But not all of them attended the course.
I really want to thank, Ernie, Ica, Hasanah, Andi, Nadhirah & Zarruq for
your support. Because of all of you, i went through the high elements that
i never been before because of the fear i had all this while. At last, i overcame this
irritating fear of heights. But i really want to apologise specially to Ernie & Zarruq.
Because of me, Ernie's waist was hurt. And for Zarruq, i'm sorry i shouted
at you. Because when i'm nervous, and people disturb my concentration, i just get
angry. Sorry to the 6 of you, because of me, we didn't get to try all the elements there.
But at least we've tried the flying fox! And i'm damn loving it!

P/S: stepping down is nearing (:

Labels: ♥Wednesday♥

I don't care what people say about you. I don't care what people think of you.
I don't care if people hate you. I don't care if people laugh at you. So what?
But i really care if people tease you, especially right infront of my eyes. I really
care if people bully you and you just stay still, but cry behind them. I really care
if people talk bad behind you but infront of me.
Because i know the real you. You're not what other people say behind your back.
I know who you are now. You are a person who needs true friends but what you
get was not. You understands people hearts truly, but you show them the other way.
But i undersatand you. I know why you do this. You are nice to people, doing what they
asked you to do. You called that 'help'? People take advantage of you for your kindness
and you kept quiet. Are you stupid? You show people that you are strong and happy all
the times. But you can't lie from your eyes. People who are strong and happy doesn't
show eyes like that. Please let it out. Even if it is hard for you to do that. I don't care
what people say about how i think about you or even side you. Please help yourself to
do good. Noone can. I know you are good. My dear friend, please show the people your
true colours. You have choosen the wrong path in life. You still can change your path.
You still have time. And for god's sake don't absent from school anymore.
I hope to see ur face every morning. And don't misunderstand our friendship. I just
want you to do the best in life. If you really need help, i'm here to help. And don't
think negatively towards me. I have no intentions of you. Hope to see you this week okaex?

P/S: ♥ takecare & miss you so much!♥

Labels: ♥Too much of thinking♥

Had my mother tongue lessons just now and my pink mirror was
confiscated! Hahahaxx! Relax okay Fii, I'm 100% okay now.
Gonna get it back after NPCC. Hahahaxx. Lucky Mdm Nor has a kind
heart and want to give it back. If not, i'm going to be stressed without
that mirror! But mama promised me to buy it another one. Love her!
And not to forget to blog about her birthday yesterday!
"Happy Birthday Mama! I love you very much!" But it's yesterday.
Nevermind. That's all!

Labels: ♥Happy and sad♥

You pissed me off! Whatever hell! Haiyosh. I'm damn,damn,damn
missing you! Do you know that? How long do you want to absent from
school huh?! Haiyosh! And you believe what he said to you? Come on lah.
Are you stupid or what? Don't believe his words. I know you still do until now,
he's just joking around lah. And about you understanding my feelings,
thanks okay, eventhough i don't need any of that from you, but i appreciate
it alot my dear friend. I really care for you, and i want you to do the best you can.
Please do! And i want to meet you next week okay? Whatever it is, don't
make something stupid and regret in the end. I will always be your bestfriend okay?

P/S: miss you alot

Labels: ♥I'm damn missing you♥

The feeling of stress always haunts my life. I don't know why.
It's just irritating. I hate being stress for someone else or even
my studies. Always like this! Huh! Now i'm stress again.
Whatever lah! And because of you i'm stress! I wanna let it
out lah! Can't you understand? Please let me do it once and for all.
I swear i won't do it again. I don't want to make you irritated.
Because i don't want you to be stressed too. Please don't
misunderstand my dearest friend. I care for you and i don't want
you to be like this. I know you can do better. Don't be a follower
for god's sake! That's not what you call 'friends'. In friendship,there is
no follower or even leader. Understand? And always remember that!
If they are really your true friends,they won't bully you. Or even
hurt your heart. Okaex? You can do the best actually,but you are always
distracted by even the smallest things in life. Focus please! And you will do
better in life. Studying is not totally about the teacher. It's about you yourself
do you want to do the best or not? If you keep blaming the teacher,then
you will always do worse things that is to fail right? I know you have done that
once. Please don't do it again. Stop that thing okaex! You think cool is it?
Or funny? Huh? Just remain in the damn class and shut your mouth.
So that you can concentrate on your work. Don't irritate the teacher because
you will lose out in the end. Just accept who your teacher is. Alright?
Please understand. This year is very crucial for us. Just do your best and
you will get what you want. Remember that! See you okaexx!

♥Tasha♥

Labels: ♥Remember my word.♥

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