the love diary <3

.Thursday, January 21, 2010 ' 6:25 PM Y

why am i feeling this way?? i should just kick this feeling away! because it's the wrong person!
'come on tasha, he's somebody else's' that's what i always tell myself. everytime i get to meet him i feel excited but my heart doesn't thump really hard,so i know that i actually doesn't love him. 6 years of waiting and he finally choose someone else. of course he didn't know that he is my first crush since primary one until now maybe?it's really hard for me to accept this actually. everytimehe talks about his gf, my heart hurts a little. i always say to myself, ~~why can't i be that special girl that is gonna be his??~~
but if i didn't meet him, then this feeling is gone. so this is not love right? but if i meet my bby,my heart will thump really hard that my heart almost jump out of my chest!(this is so fakee lahh hahax). now i realise how important my bby is to me. and i really love him dearlyy.

So the moral is : never wait for someone if you already know that there is no hope eventhough u tried so hard.

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU