.Thursday, December 24, 2009 ' 10:22 PM Y
NUR AMIRAH,NURUL AIN..............please don't let me feel terrible by going to indonesia tomorrow morning.
Oh please..its just a 9 pathetic dayss. i'm really gonna miss you guys even for this 9 dayss.
NUR AMIRAH : i'm gonna miss your craps and pathetic jokes that actually made me laugh.
of courselahh i'm gonna miss youu.hmmmmm.i'll message you tomorrow morning when
i reach the airport okayy syg??hahax..tc hhuuggss.
NURUL AIN : i love your cookies,i love your chocolate,i love your pizza(mummy made),
i love everything that you and your family made for me. but mostlyy i love you lahh..
Thank youu ehk..the pizza was fantastic,delicious and more than any words can describee..
tomorrow i'll msg you kayy..huggs...
Love youu both and i always treasure the memories we had together alritess..muuuuaaackkkxx!!!
.Wednesday, December 23, 2009 ' 7:40 PM Y
My fasting will end tomorrow. hmmm.what else ehk? fasting done,praying done, message him done, hmmm..nothing else. well friday is my dayy to meet him againn.hehex.with my new fringe i just hope he won't laugh at it.hahahahax. mama brought me
a watch but it is more look like a 'gelang'. hahax. cuute!
pity mama, she must wash a lot of clothes with her hands, i just hope i could help
her with it. But i'm disappointed with myself that i couldn't, because she said only she
knows how to wash it correctlyy,she don't want me to spoil her clothes so, she don't want
me to disapoint her later onn..well thenn.nothing to do.haiyosshh..
.Monday, December 21, 2009 ' 10:50 AM Y
Just cut my fringe 2 days ago. hahahahahahax. you said you can't wait to see my hair on fridayy.relaxlah sayang. you will see it and we take pictures together again okayy?
hmmmmmmmm........and thank you for understanding that i'm tired of arguing with you.
hmmm..about results,well it's okay....yess,maybe people
thought "alah your results like that only want to proud?".......
And by the way i don't give a damn to anyone who want to say what about my results.
Because each person has its own capability of doing their very best.
Maybe they can achieve better than me? so? as if i care?
i just did my best and i get this, so i am proud of it. I know i don't have a genius brain that's why
i just tried my best. And i know for next year, i will work more and more harder for my weak subjects.
I want to thank my form,co form teachers and all my subject teachers
who always have their time to teach us and explain again and again until we understand.
and i'm very proud to have these teachers teaching me.
.Thursday, December 17, 2009 ' 10:46 PM Y
you want me to accept your decision? no way! i don't want it i swear...
you just don't understand! yess, my tears can't stop rolling down my cheeks.
but my heart broke into pieces! more worse than how i cried! hmmmmmmmm..
i miss youu baby.........
. ' 7:58 PM Y
At last everything ended well. hmmmmmm. now i'm worrying about my tie.i just hope the don't need any tie for tomorrow. my babyy bought his very own
motorcycle!!!!!!!and i'm damn happy because he told me that i can use it anytime i want!
hahahahahahaxxxxxxxx.......ermmmm...
Oh myy!! daddy just bought mama a bag and she is like, freaking damn happy!
haiyoshh,overreacting! hahahahahahaxx......funny sakk...
always bag,shoes and clothes...hmmm...i wonder why mama just crazy about that stuff.
. ' 2:25 PM Y
i'm not even sure whether its my fault or not. but definitely not your fault?
Actually i don't understand what i'm saying. nevermind.
Yesterday we fought from afternoon until a couple of minutes ago.
Maybe yes i'm an egoistic girl. I admit, but i'll try to change ok?
Friends and love are two different things, in friends maybe i'm not ego?
i don't even know. But in family and love i'm sure that i'm ego. that's what mama and you said.
yess, i'll try very hard to change. but all that need process right?
Thank you for understanding me. I cried a couple of times since last night.
every time i read your message, tears kept rolling down my cheeks.
hmmmmmmmm..............
i don't know what to say. but i'm really proud to have someone like you.
someone who actually have the great patience to face me and my attitude.
especially when i always 'merajuk' you always have the time and words to make
me smile and laugh back. thank youu baby.
you're all i need. when you swear to god that you will never leave me,
i'm touched and i'm damn happy sayang. thank you once again.
I want you to remember thiss, "everytime we fight, that will not ruin our
relationship,but that will become our memories and that will make our heart closer"
that is what i believe because it really happens to us. i love youu.. and sorry.
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. ' 3:33 PM Y
zilah: THanks dear.....eventhough we separate class in 2008,but we always have time to spent together..thanks for everything okay???thanks for always have time for my craps..love youu........
Erniee: Thanks for all the memoriess...thanks for always help me and be there for me..
Erniee: Thanks for all the memoriess...thanks for always help me and be there for me..you're a great friend.....thanks again.....love youu...
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. ' 3:21 PM Y
Fii : She started to became close with me since sec 1 alsoo......yess, hot-tempered girl,but eventhough she is,i accept her because you can't find a very faithful friend like her. She always give advices and always with me when i need someone..thanks baby..love youu..
Ain : Yess,she is a girl who never fails to make people happy. Always giler,same as fii......
hmmmmmmm....but that's why we can get very close.thanks sayang for your advices and sacrifices u have done for me.....
I LOVE YOU BOTHH.........
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. ' 3:09 PM Y
the one who have been close to me since sec 1. Yess,,,, i miss her so damn muchh.She is the one who never fails to make me smile in whatever my condition and situation is......
She is someone who always feel "stress" hmmmmmmmmm...
relaxlah sayangg..she always help me as much as she could in whatever my problems is...thanks againn.....
LOVE YOUU.....
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.Tuesday, December 15, 2009 ' 4:20 PM Y
When i reach singapore then big problems started to enter us again.why ehkk like that??
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
jealousy is a normal thing for relationships and i understand that you have that strong feeling.
You always know what i did here but don't just judge by the outside.
Ask me first whether i did it or not baby.Ok??
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....
I won't fall like last time baby,,,i'm stronger now.
i'm able to stand and explain every single thing to you until you want to listen to
me every single time we have problemss.
I will do that always.
Labels: ♥you againn♥
. ' 2:17 PM Y
hahahahaxxx..i love youu eventhough our status is still complicated.But i'm damn sure that our hearts are never going to be apart for the second time baby.
I will pray to god so that noone can separate us again.
Maybe only let death separate us this time sayang.
I will accept you to be my baby again next year okay sayang?
you told me you're fine waiting with hope rather than with no hope from me at all.
I won't disappoint youu.
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. ' 12:38 AM Y
Sighhhh..late at night and i'm still not gone to bed. hmmmmmm..
i miss him too muchh maybe that's why. haiyoshh.
i just hope he will msg me right now at this moment and ask what am i doing.
but i guess its just hope. he will never msg me at this late at night.
because he himself is in his dreamland. But i haven't.
i understand that you need to work early in the morning.
so i never think of forcing you to accompany me until this late.
im sorry i didn't follow your advice that is to sleep early.
i just can't baby. sorry okay?
Sweet dreamm,love youu so muchh......Muaaacckkkkxxx..
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. ' 12:35 AM Y
sorry baby..................i hurt you did i??? i swear i didn't mean it..................hehehehexxx...i know you're not angry but i just feel the guiltiness is right deep down in my heart and im damn apologising to you right now baby. Sorry okayy???forgive me?? muaccckkxx..
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.Monday, December 14, 2009 ' 7:14 PM Y
using his phonee..hehexx.i miss him soooo damn muchhh
after my cuz's wedding.
.Sunday, December 13, 2009 ' 11:34 PM Y
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my gorgeous daddy.hahahahahaxxx..
-wish you have a long life
-murah rezeki
-happy always
-love me and mama forever
lastlyyy,,,
MUACKX,MUACKX,MUAAAAACCCKKKXXX..
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. ' 11:28 PM Y
What will youu do when your true love came backk?-leave it because its past
-ignore it
-hate it
-take it
-appreciate it and take it back
-love it fully and never let it go again
MY ANSWER IS DEFINITELY :
-love it fully and never let it go again
I swear i don't want to lose you the second round. ive been bad to you but why you insist on waiting and loving me? am i that damn precious to youu? huh..
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. ' 11:23 PM Y
I wanted to thank to my sweeties last time. to my parents and also my beloved friendss. They made me a surprise partyy. maybe for some of youu people, its just a party. but for me,its damn special. i wanted it since long. Thank you my sweetheartss. i love youu guys sooo muuuuccchh............... Mannnnyy kissssesss!!! Except for the guy* no kissess hah.. hahahahaxxx.Labels: ♥THANK YOU SWEETIES♥
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