the love diary <3

.Saturday, September 19, 2009 ' 6:29 PM Y

That person who just wanted to ruin my relationship with my ex,,, thanks for it. You called him and told him that i love someone else,,, does that problem got anything to do with you? You also said that i met a guy on that night,,, hello? which guy? I was with ain, kak nadia etc. What the hell is your problem with me? You also said that you are my classmate!!!! GTH,,,BETRAYER!

Labels: ♥BETRAYER♥

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

. ' 6:11 PM Y

We fought since the other day. You told me i changed. You said that i ignored you, wth? On that night i was studying and i really need my concentration because my mood for maths was on the highest level. So i told you i wanted to study and i can't sleep early as you. You said nevermind and you said you wanted to sleep. So i was like, yeah. What else you expect me to say? "please sayang,,,don't sleep" you want me to say that? You think i crazy uh? Then yesterday you scolded me and the irritating part was that, you asked me whether i will choose my family or you?!!!! WTH!!! You damn crazy or what?? Of courselah my family is the most important!! But at last you asked for it, i said okay lah. I didn't shed a tear because you hurt me too much! Its over dear. I didn't regret for leaving you. Because our family didn't agree! That's it. You asked me not to cry, but you're the one crying..

Labels: ♥ITS OVER♥

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

.Friday, September 11, 2009 ' 5:03 PM Y

You were gone for 1 year+. I was finding you like hell! We were supposed to celebrate our 5 years of togetherness. But you didn't returned. You had told me that if we didn't meet for 1 year, thats mean, we are no longer together. So i left you. Eventhough my heart hurts a lot, i didn't shed a single tear for you. Then one month before our anniversary, i'm already with another person. He loved me so much that he had the most effect on me. But we lated only 5 months! You were always kept in my deepest heart. Yes, i waited for you..until now. But since i have someone else by myside now, i can't love you anymore. Maybe just liking you. Our memories are just too much to be erased. So, i decided to keep it in my heart too. Now, when my relationship on the rocks ,you came back. I contacted my childhood friend, since i've just gotten her number. The shocking part was that, she told me that you came to her house every single day, to find me and to ask for my number. Even my friend's mum told me that! But at that moment, my friend doesn't even know my number. And now, she will tell you my number. You told her that you had always love and you're missing me damn much! You also said that you regretted the moments that you are forced to leave me. Oh my! Why did you came back now? Yes, i admit i misss you too damn much, and i've waited all night for your call. But of all time, why now? Oh myyy!!!

For my sayang:
I won't even apologise for the fight we had last night. You had asked me to tell you everything that is going on around me. So i told you the truth about my ex. But you scolded me, sindir me and even tuduh me! The irritating part was that, you asked me to came back to him! Come on lah sayang,,, i won't be falling in love just by messaging my ex right? I have you, i now my limits. You said that, many people love me and noone love excep me. So you don't want to lose me. is that ego?

Labels: ♥Haiyossshh♥

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU